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Sunday, October 21, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:33 AM
was so restless to blog.
but somehow blog-hops do help me to get into some mood of blogging.
the little monster-y cousin of mine left after a few days stay at my house.
well, the feeling of her intruding my life wasnt much that bad as i thought it would.
such a nice girl to have as my sister..(:
she really did something real nice that eventually make me feel I-SHOULD-ADORE-HER-MORE-FROM-TODAY-ONWARDS.
she waited for me by the door while reading my series of PRINCESS DAIRIES which she digged from my book shelves at the late hours. espcially on wed and thurs when i reached home pass 12 midnight.
and she had even on my computer for me.!!
and one thing i am real grateful was, she didnt really pester me for her turn to use the computer. OMT
think of it, i am real bad to have even raise my voice at her when she was real pretty young. OKAY MY BAD!!
well, people grow up and change and learn from the mistakes, ya!?
such THANKIES to my dearest cousin, Shiying. (:
anyway, training was like
OMT.cus this was the first time ever,
we as a team had make Uncle Adam real angry.
the whole squad was
late for training. i was 5 mins late for training and there is only barely 5 people on the lanes doing warmups themselves.
He got real angry as of what Karen had told me.
he had even addressed the serious matter of dropping people out of the squad by next 2 weeks.
IT'S A SERIOUS MATTER.
anyway, POL-ITE team o7/o8 of SP, we must all turn up early for team training next time. ALRIGHT!? not to make Uncle Adam angry again. (:
anyway,
CONGRATS TO KAREN, ELI.MOOMOO & KOLLIN for making into the Masters of Collegiate League o7/o8.
do SPB proud, ya!?
Fer and I will be there next thurs.
am i right, Fer?
A need for Banners??
sparing pin 7 & 10 was
drastic. finally found my line.
then again,
the
stubborness in me kept doing the damn wrong thing for the past few weeks.
finally corrected my mistakes from today's training.
oh dear!
!@#$%^&*
oh well, hope it will get into my thick skull head somehow, somewhat.
went to work
and it was dread.
work was bored especially without Fate & Jianhua around.
bored
i am
super ultra whooper bored that i took out a piece of paper and started scribbling on it.
): ): ):
thankful that 3 of my brothers met me after work, ya!?
thank-ies to Andy, Dolp & Royson. (:
not forgetting Renjie for crapping in the train till Bishan, huh!?
took the train back to smb.
had supper and slacked and catching up with times at Sunplaza's mac with the 3 of them, despite the crowd busily studying/mugging there.
GOOD LUCKS TO ALL MUGGERS!ALL THE BEST TO
WEISHENG, FIONA, XINGLIN, YANN, XUEWEN, YONGXIN, SONGERN, WEIDE & THE SEMBWINDIANZ and those who i had missed out; for your O's this year.
MUG HARD GUYS!.lastly,
MUG HARD TO YVONNE for her upcoming A's. Oh Girl!
we got more shopping to do right after your A's. Rock Town with our shop-till-we-drop-shopping-DAY. and lots more for us to catch up!
opps!
goodie lucks to my
SLAYERS for tomorrow match.!! (:
and to Royson,
dont be sad about it alright?
if she is yours, she will eventually be yours.
YOU ARE SUCH A NICE GUY for girls to grab!
dont brood over it.
cheer up!
was sitting on the train to trianing this morning, when the train passed by Swiss and caught the glimpse of the band marching in their parade square.
FYI, Swiss Cottages' band master is the same as Sembwinds.it just reminds me of what i post on the previous entry, i miss band.
heard from some juniors, SW having concert and tour end of the year to Genting.
felt like taking a week of LOA to be there.
i miss band.i miss my Eup.i miss the times SW had lots fun at Sentosa's Balloon Hat, the fun and teeth-biting moment when the SYF'o3 and 'o5 results were read out, the joy that i had in the Penang trip in 2005, the excitment i got in me during the maiden concert of SW in SCH in Dec2004 & those tears-drooling moments when i stepped down from SW. ):
in short, i miss my secondary school times in SW
out of the blue,
i suddenly remember what i had asked Simone Jie months ago..
ME: jie.. can i ask you something.
Simone: yes, my girl? ( she always shower her SISTERLY LOVE TO ME. OMT. SO WARM)
ME: you still like my korkor?
Simone: seriously, i dont know. (she's confused then)
ME: ??
Simone: i dont know i was not adaptable to the life without him or i still like him. 5 years with him then, suddenly without him, felt so....SO i really dont know if i like him still.. i cant give a definite answer..
Conclusion: maybe i was plainly just cant adapt to the life without you. maybe.. who knows?
i am confused out of a sudden.
over?
i dont really know what am i confused about.
you?
was it you?
i dont even know if i had truely entirely gotten over you.
for 2 odd months, i had been trying.
and is this the results that i want?
and is this the results that my close friends had wish to hear from me.
YES, sihui you should have done or say so more than a month ago.
friends are so fcuking hell annoyed for me telling them how much i am thinking of you.
and this is the "end-product"...
i believe i had moved on.
i know it wasnt me you were talking about.
but i just aint got that feeling of being sad nor hurt.
hopefully, i had let you out of my mind since i said i will.
let this be the ever last time i mention you.
like i said, friends come and go.
you had go.
and hopefully, you treat her good.
and fcuking hell stop throwing temper at a girl for god-knows-what-reasons-you-bloody-hell-got-in-mind.
oh fuck!
thou you might not be reading this any longer, anymore.
oh fcuk!
i believed.
rainbow after a rain.
calm after a thunderstorm.
life of great enjoyment just getting started.
strictly declaring,
i love STCOB.
(:
nites people.
i gonna sleep like a log tonight.
waking up in hours time.
shagged.
sweet dreams to all!